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>be me, 20 y/o college student
>meet the girl of my dreams last year
>absolutely gorgeous and shares similar interests, plus took interest in my personal interest and came to my college club lacrosse games and scrimmages
>Everything I've ever wanted and more
>she was in an abusive relationship before me and would push me away periodically out of fear of love
>we both hurt each other emotionally because we're young and inexperienced with love
>work through everything and love each other regardless
>everything going great
>gf invited and goes to festival with sorority sisters and some frat kids for three days in another state
>"no room for me"
>drops some acid and has a bad trip
>comes back telling me she didn't know if she still saw me as a lover and gave superficial bs as reason
>breaks up with me for her own personal rasons
>felt like I was blindsided by a truck
>family issues on top of that puts me into depression
>mother drinks 1-2 liters of wine and basically blackouts almost every night
>lose will to go to class and study
>might fail calc 2 even though I'm already behind in math
>now my ex is playing games and sending mixed signals
>my heart feels like it's been mangled
>trying to find the motivation to finish this semester without failing
tldr, gf dropped acid and broke up with me after a year of dating. now I'm trying to make up for being depressed by passing these finals.
also this pape is my pupper