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>What do you do for a living?
Fast food nightshift "student job" just to save money (don't actually need it as parents take care of me), getting into IT, dream to become a professional artist.
>How much do you make? And what's your quality of life
I save minimum 1300$ every month. I have never had a social life nor a love life, never "hanged out" with friends, not a single friend nor "friend" since 2007 when I was 10 so despite being financially comfy the quality of my life is...I don't even have a life.
>Are you happy?
I am as miserable as a lonely old dying man with deep regrets, suicide is on my mind 24/7 (50% of what's stopping me is lack of a painless method, I'm trying to reduce that to 25%), I just got out of 2 years of constant daily starvation (anorexic "water fasting" while thin male from the start), that was so bad that my brain made me forget how dark that period truly was despite ending only 3 months ago and I am now spending energy getting fit thinking it's useless.
>What would you change, career or other, if you could?
I would've studied in the past instead of thinking nothing is worth any effort since I'm constantly 3 months away from suicide. The only thing that will save me is a loving woman to build a happy family with. It's all I live for and it's what's telling me that I need to improve all aspects of my person. I hope my life isn't hopeless despite all the signs...
