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Life is empty and meaningless -- that's an easy, obvious observation to make. For most people it doesn't really have any teeth. To me, life FEELS empty and meaningless. I've struggled with depression for years now, and while my antidepressants have given me some ability to function normally day to day, that feeling's always stuck with me. If it weren't for my immediate family I probably would've killed myself by now; I'm fully aware of how my suicide would fuck them up. So I keep going. I don't really have hope or expectations for the future, but I keep going.
[spoiler:lit]Typing that out actually felt kind of nice. Doesn't really matter, since this thred's ded and I doubt anyone will read it, but still.[/spoiler:lit]
