>>7838651I've been thinking about the long-con, lately i've had some problems which i've heard is due to my aspergers where i have a oversensitive and overreactive bladder which makes it hard to focus & do longterm stuff, not to mention how i don't wanna piss myself when doing smth. I have ambitions to be a musician and that and its hard to do live performance when i need to take a piss constantly, sometimes its also that i struggle to urinate when i actually do. This all started from when i wasn't allowed to take a piss, i didn't pee since 7am at that point and i started to need to take a piss at around 1pm or so, i was in a exam hall you see with like a hundred people and i thought i could hold it in till the exam was over. I asked to go but they said to wait another 15 minutes till the exam was over, but i was at my breaking point so i just rushed out of there after asking again and yeah ever since then my bladders been a oversensitive mess.
I just worry the most this'll fuck me up for life and ruin my dreams of being a musician with needing to take a piss every 2 hours and feeling like urinating whenever i'm anxious or i know a event is going to happen soon (eg. performing)
I'm waiting for the urologist to do a x-ray, sent a few urinary samples over to my local clinic but they said its pure and fine.
It's quite interrupting for my school-life, social-life and mental health as i can no longer comfortably be out as i struggle to urinate unless i'm sitting down, its quiet and inside and that has been amplified with this shit. Honestly its ruining me. If this ever gets solved mark my word i'll be more sociable and outsidey because i yearn for the old days when i wasn't always needing to piss. well per john lennon "you dont know what you got till you lose it"
Sorry for the huge text and constantly being sidetracked and not organising it but needed to get it off my chest
well that aside heres a dog looking down at a valley in tibet i love this image its so cool
