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After seeing some of the shit people have been through in these threads I usually end up feeling really shitty that I feel the way I do. I have no good reason to be depressed. Yes, there's been some shitty things happen in my life but nothing extraordinary, and I've been quite lucky in some things. And yet here I am. Lonely and depressed, no more goals or ambition. I'll never be a girl, I'll never even be an attractive guy, I'm rapidly approaching 25 and I feel like I've lost the last six and a half years of my life. The only thing that keeps me going is the hope that I'll get to visit some beautiful places, but if I do I'll have to go by myself and that makes me wonder if it's worth it. I've almost given up and I'm trying hard not to, but I don't know what's going to happen to me. I don't want to die but I'm not sure if I want to live either. I don't know. It just sucks.
I hope everyone gets through what they're going through. There's always tomorrow.