>>6562104i have been reading and i feel the same. there have been a couple of odd threads like this on /wg/ lately and they are pretty cool. ive even stopped trawling /b/ for those rare as fuck threads that arent porn or shitposting.
also anon maybe talk to a doctor about hiw you feel. i spoke to mine last year for first time in years (i am 29). i had been feeling like i had lost a lot of drive to actually do anything with myself. not depressed or apathetic, just had no urge to begin to do anything. i started around 24~ and i thought i was going through a lazy phase due but by last year i felt like i wasnt wholly the person i was meant to be. anyway the doc spoke about some traumatic events that may have affected my personality and also some minor head traumas and concussions over the past (from being assualted) and said i might even have some damage to sections of my brain. i am very anti-medication so he planned out a calender of talks with specialists and such, scans, and basically explained it was not uncommon and whatever the reason i could probably get some help. they forgot to call me back so i never started any of it but it sounded really helpful had it actually happened, i would recommend a casual chat with a doctor anon.
anyway to add to the thread, pic is my gf one day when she was having a nap curled in a cute ball. she has an degenerative protein condition (probably mixed that up) and just got a place to live in a city so she can get quality of life treatment and hopefully find a way to stop it. tonight is our last night together in our now empty home as she leaves tomorrow, i really hope i can find a way to move close to her again soon.
shes a gypsy but its ok, i still love her.