>>7346235>>7350115This right here, OP. My friend of 10 years passed away last year, he didn't make it to 30 - that's a waste of life.
If you want to indulge in a pity party, go ahead. If you want to do something about not feeling like you're wasting your time, then even better.
I've been homeless, and at one point, didn't see myself living past 30 either. But here I am, looking forward and learning from my mistakes to live a more productive, happier life.