>>7407225>I realized that most of what I've been through so far like university or my career history have just been me going with the flow of life. ... I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad one, but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a little bit scared on what my future will be.It sounds like you're reasonably satisfied with the outcomes of your "choices" so going with the flow can't be all bad. For what it's worth, I think you should try pursuing your passions too, at least a little bit. You don't have to drop everything and do a complete 180, just invest some time here and there in something you're interested in.
Old folks most commonly regret not the things they did, but the things unpursued. It's cliche but true: life's short. I think you should give it a shot.
Whatever you decide, hope things go well, anon.