>>7949081Got in another argument with my dad yesterday about money and it spiraled into me confronting him about my childhood, how shit of a father he was and how it's left me fucked up in so many ways as an adult. Just a bunch of yelling and talking over each other, him just deflecting back everything I was saying and telling me I was always a good for nothing piece of shit and that I disgusted him and deserved nothing. Not sure why I still deal with this but its like I'm waiting for some cathartic moment in my life that I know will never come, like a point at which everything will be reconciled and all my pain and confusion will be corrected. I just hate that there was no standout moment of trauma, no moment at which I can point to in which things changed for the worse somehow in some powerful way I can overcome, my life is just this slowly grinding train wreck I can do nothing but pick up the pieces of.
Never work for your parents bros its not worth it lol.
