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I'm in college, doing pretty damn good in my classes, I have a great group of friends, my family is doing pretty well back home (or as far as I know), I get to watch my nephew grow up from a far with a loving family...
But some things just aren't great all the time. I have bad anxiety and depression, and pretty sure I have some sort of PTSD from growing up in a really fucked up household. I have feelings for one of my friends, she doesn't know, and I can't help but thinking I'm just not worthy of any of this. I just want to feel okay and be okay, and things just don't feel that way, like there's always an itching in the back of my head that I'm missing something or someone and it just won't stop. I know it's just because I'm used to being stressed out and busy or just having SOMETHING go wrong so... I don't know. I'm thinking of starting therapy or something cuz maybe it'll make me feel better.