>>7860672you just sound like a depressed fagot anon. Suicide is a retards way out of a shitty situation he can't find any answers to. instead of killing yourself write everything you possible can about your life and feelings and be completely open and honest with yourself about why you want to kill yourself. Then after just pick a fucking direction and just start walking, just go somewhere and see what fucking happens for once in your dumb life because if you were gonna kill yourself anyway the repercussions shouldn't matter to you. I'm in roughly the same boat as you at the same age and this is the most effective strategy to overcome suicidal ideation for me and its worked spectacularly. also disregard all these morons just telling you to get a job and that contributing to society or making your parents proud will make you happy, fuck that and fuck them live for yourself.