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I feel as though having a relationship is difficult like they're always talking to their ex's and willing to hang out with them over me which results in break up or their lesbian and i was just an experiment or we feel a disconnect. I try but its not enough.
I wake up in the morning tired i stare into the mirror to see a person i dont recognise a person who scares me. As every few months I enter a dark phase where i become disconnected and dark thoughts arise suicide and anger. I feel that one day ill either hurt myself servery or someone else but i hold myself back but it scares me. Ive figured out aslongs as i play games and eat normally im fine