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Have you ever felt that your part of an obscure circus act that has no audience? But you choose to give the performance your all anyway? Then the performance act still goes nowhere? Life is like that sometimes. I work hard, have a lot of friends, kicking off cool things in my music hobby/career, things are going good. But its still the overthinking thoughts that get me sometimes. That sheer cognitive disarray that causes you to put yourself down. Fills your head with the negative bullshit and knowing the fact that you live on an irrelevant tiny blue dot in the middle or space. I grew up being a very optimistic and hyperactive person. I'm a straight child at heart and because of that a lot of people around me cant take me seriously as a person (Or maybe i have a looking-glass self issue) but its really all of the depressing shit around me that motivates me. Human race being small, manipulation, watching people destroy their lives in front of you. Its the depressive spectrum of life that really motivates the euphoria of my personality.
What I'm saying is that its true with the whole cliche you only live once thing. Your born once and its your life to own. Life is like writing a good story, It has plot twist that hit when you least expect it, and those twists give you character development. Now either your current mindset or situation is positive or negative you can make it a learning experience and improve your well being. You only live once so fuck it why live depressed? Do shit that scares you and do shit that pushes yourself out of your comfort zone. Life is a big adventure but you have to make it happen. Go and live the fucking dream.
