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It's been a little rough, mentally. I'm in my third year of college now and I've developed some sort of obsession/anxiety-based issue. I'll latch onto to some kind of scary thought and repeat it over and over in my mind. This can make me very anxious and/or depressed.
The subject matter varies, but now it's morphed into an existential crisis of sorts. I can't stop thinking about how wild it is that I am in my own consciousness and that Earth even exists. I need to just let go but it's hard. It's like I'm acutely aware of how I feel constantly. I worry about how I'll feel tomorrow and thus begins the dreaded cycle of anxiety. I feel like I've opened some sort of mental window and my paradigm has shifted. I'm scared I can't return to some sort of normalcy. Although it's tough right now, I know I will adjust overtime and stop obsessing.
Things will carry on as usual and I will get better. I know it. I have moments of clarity that are, although rare, very relieving.
