>>7852855I was there. Thought she was perfect, felt so happy with her and she was essentially the female equivalent of me. I fucking loved her like crazy and all I could think about was how great she was and how much I miss that feeling of comfort, love and happiness. I spent so many fucking months wishing things didn't end that way and missing that peak in my life when I was with her. But over time I started to think more about why the fuck it ended. Why did we break up? Why didn't that happiness and comfort continue until the end? Why wasn't she here at the moment? And after blaming yourself for a while, you eventually start looking at her, and what she didn't do right. Then you see the faults. The underlying issues. The things that you were too blind to notice in the beginning because you were too happy and besotted with love to understand that it was slowly crumbling underneath you. She wasn't as perfect as I thought. I hope you eventually come to that realisation too anon. I'm not saying you'll forget about her or even block out those nice times, but over time you will begin to see the things you were too happy to realise at the time.
>>7852910good