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Of course I meet someone as cool as you, right when I'm finally interested in dating again, only to miss my shot because of stupid logistical bullshit. It's so frustrating. We were interested in each other, we both acknowledged it, and right at that key moment where things could have clicked into motion, I had to go away for a goddamn month and now you're all tangled up in grad school and working and dealing with your health and you probably have a hundred things on your mind more important than me. Any interest you had is probably long gone, and now my clown ass is stuck here thinking about you and us and how fucking close it was to happening.
I really do hope you can make it this weekend, but if not, I'm going to have to draw the line there and move on. Sometimes things just take an unlucky turn, and I realize there's no use in my being bitter about it. I just wish my mind would stop racing with "what could I have done differently" and "what was the exact moment where I lost my chance" and the rest of these intrusive, unapproachable questions. I don't know your life, much as I would have liked to.
