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I knew this thread would be waiting for me here. Ok so here I go, I just need to let this out, am too lazy to write in my diary, not particularly looking for an advice or response but it would be very nice if I got one.
I just recently got into a relationship. Met this girl like 4 months ago at a birthday, we were really hitting it off pretty nice, like staying in the lake alone drinking a beer and talking about stuff and relating a lot. Fast forward three months I (19) finally get the balls to get her number and talk to her (21). We do and it goes great, a week later I ask her out and we go out, and it goes really well, a couple of days later she makes the first move and we start making out for hours and hours one night. Meet again a couple of other times and make out a lot and very passionately, a lot of dry humping too. She's finally home alone and we have sex this Friday, me for the first time and her for the 3rd time. And I'm a total idiot for this, but it disturbs me so fucking much, I can't get it out of my head and I'll elaborate a below.
I end up staying at her place till Sunday evening, we've had sex like 6-7 times and a lot of really hot stuff involved (arms nailed to the bed choking, dirty talking and all that shit), and she's talking all the time about how good the sex is and how much she likes me and other stuff like that, and I actually like the girl a lot and she likes me a lottt too, and we decide on Sunday that we want to be in a relationship. Last night after a very sexual conversation during which we both masturbate to each other via text and explicit pictures, we both come, and end up just talking afterwards. Randomly, a tinder date I had a couple of months ago (I only had a kiss and it was my first one) gets mentioned by her, and I was like why do you even have to mention it lol, and she's like you're right I'm just insecure. And I say: imagine how insecure I feel, regarding your past.