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well, you can keep kicking yourself for falling off the horse, or you can get back on it and try again.
i know its rough, i've been there too, and no matter how much you have it "figured out" the bad times dont stop. the good ones dont either though.
now you gotta go and do that you want with your life. its all about what you make of it. good luck mate, happiness is out there