>>7106389I'm trapped in my search for freedom by a kind of tiredness that sleep can't fix. It's like I'm just not cut out for the long haul; like the finish line keeps moving farther every day. And there are people who look up to me and rely on me, who think I'm happy and I'm strong because I damn well look the part. Truth is I'm dead inside. I've been dead for a while and I wish I could go back, or go forward, or go anywhere but here. But my hell is in my head, and I can't escape it. My mind's on fire every single day.
