>>6089881Thank you. So much. You have no idea how much trouble I've had dealing with what I'm going through (almost exactly your situation to the letter, except I'm in school). It kills me to be alive, I don't want to be alive, but I can't get up the courage to end it all, so I've been stuck in an endless loop of drugs and sadness. I don't know what to do with my life at this point. I loved her, and I still do, and she's all I see when I close my eyes. She said I was the only person she ever loved, and now she won't even acknowledge that I ever existed. Seeing this post, that thing at the end, it made me want to be alive. It made me look forward and have hope for the future for the first time in what seems like an eternity. Thank you.
