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I'm from a middle class family, school is going great, 7/10, lots of really close friends, loving family members, no mental or physical illnesses but for some reason i unconsciously use all of this positiveness to not allow me to feel feelings. It's hard to describe but I rarely feel sadness or happiness. I just am. I beat myself down for feeling down or sad, because i don't feel worthy of having those feelings.
I fear i am losing contact with myself, that i forever will feel cold. I guess i really haven't found myself yet. I'm just really confused about why i am as i am