>>7944090ur brain chemistry is outta whack
they got shit that helps, bro, but if it "feels" better to you to sit there, fucking wallow and ideate about how you're going to off yourself, then i'm just some NPC on the internet anyway
the funniest part about reading whenever some sad sack posts on this trashpile of a website is that they wax poetic like you, think they're special and their experience is somehow unique (like you, oOOoOoO I waNnA SleEp ForEvErrRrr), but objectively you're literally like Ned Flanders' parents, head in your hands going "I've tried nothing, and I'm all out of ideas"
The only thing you need to release yourself from is your fucky thinking. You feel like it's easier to do nothing? Or you WANT to do nothing? You think you want your life to be better? or you WANT your life to be better?
Make a decision, asshole, and I'll tell you right now choosing death because it feels good to wallow is a hell of an ignoble end, given the sheer fucking odds it's taken to establish that standing quantum wave of thought patterns that constitutes whatever the fuck your mind is.
We are made of stardust, asshole, even you. Go fucking experience whatever life has to give you first and if you die from a heart attack from doing too much blow while fucking 5 hookers in thailand, that'll be several orders of magnitude better than hoping that your poetry about being sleepy while you were young somehow justifies your retarded thinking as an adult. Get fucked, and be alive to feel it you fucking dumbass.
