>>7401613Thanks buddy. All my life I've been trying to do my best for people around me and failing at it. Maybe it's because I bit off more than I could chew, because that was the only way I figured things could change for the people I cared about. Honestly I never expected anyone to feel sorry for me, but after a few years, life really starts to wear you down. Now I kind of wish someone would just ask if I was okay. No one ever does though. I've always been good at hiding how I really feel.