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Me and my best friend had planned to go to NZ for a few months for 2 years and I have changed the direction of my life for this trip. I have saved up a bunch of money and delayed further education thinking that we were going to go this autumn. He just dropped the news that he doesn't wanna go anymore and rather move to another country because he can smoke weed and chill there. He's one of my best friends and I love him but this kind of thing was quite hard on me since I have no clue where to go now. My future plans have completely changed, again. I just don't know what to do.
I feel like I need do something, like a ritual or transitioning, before I can really become a man but I don't know what I should do. There's too much to choose between.
