>>7932787used to be able to comfortably joke about wanting to die since I knew I didnt truly want to, I tried years ago and realised I'm too much of a little bitch with things to live for, but now the incentive to stay is gone, and the fear of leaving is gone
I still dont want to die, the logical part of brain knows this is likely very fixable, but the emotional part doesnt believe that, it has literally lost the ability to care, so oddly enough, now I simultaneously want to kill myself
my parents were abusive cunts, I made no genuine connections after primary school, and those I love are just fictional 2d characters in my escapist world
I am 22 years old
no one will truly miss me
