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A decade of my life was completely demolished because She "fell out of love with me" and "couldn't see being with me anymore".
Afaik no cheating, no reason to not appreciate "us" (ya know, had money, home, needs all taken care of etc). Afaik this was all due to younger persons (I'm sure you can just guess what kind of persons) she works with convincing her she was worth more than me. The abuse of myself and spiraling to "divorce" just went on and on from there.
I have nothing left to rebuild from, physically, emotionally, trustfully. All I do is work myself to the bone and come home and put nothing toward anything else. It's just not worth it if this is all you ever get out of the life you were building going tits-up.
I will probably be dead by year end.