>>7929629I dont think im gonna make it bros. My life isnt progressing the way it should and im so close to giving up. Not in a killing myself kind of way, but I have no motivation to do anything but leave work, but dumb shit with my money to get that serotonin, and go to sleep.
Its really hard to not let all the negativity of the world eat away at you. I genuinely think we're on the verge on some societal collapse and its only going to get worse. Homelessness, another great depression, disease, lockdowns, wolrd war 3, ect. I try not to focus on it all, but I feel like sticking my head in the sand is being willfully ignorant and I need to pay attention.
I have a job, my health and friends and family so I feel guilty for complaining. I really wanted a stable career, a relationship and the ability to travel. After all the work id done I thought it would be a period of smooth sailing, but Im in a rut I cant get out of