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I have never been in a relationship. 20, never had sex, never even kissed anyone, and except for a brief period of time (15 to 17 y/o) I've never really felt the necessity for a partner (romantic or sexual).
I've only ever felt attracted to fictional characters/unattainable people, like celebrities - and even then, any sort of sexual fantasy I have never includes me. I can't really imagine myself as having sex.
I'm beginning to wonder if I'm asexual.
On a sort of unrelated note, I recently found out that a girl I've barely spoken to in an online group chat has a crush on me. I finally recognized that she was flirting, but she wasn't the one to confess her crush to me - it was another user in the group chat that alerted me, so I can't exactly just reject her or anything. And the fact that she has a crush on me made me feel so uncomfortable that I basically stopped going to that group chat and I made up excuses about technical difficulties to explain away why I was avoiding them.
And I constantly feel bad about it.
Sorry for the wall of text.
