>>7495284>>7495294I like seeing her happy. In fact I wish she could be happier without me. I wish I could not worry about her without me in her life. She's suicidal and constantly, drunkenly would reach out to me in fits of desperation. I never minded. I got to talk with her. That's nice. I felt important. But that's not the right kind of important. My self worth shouldn't be derived from someone holding onto dear life, clinging to whatever and whoever they can.
I may have been immature in how I'm cutting things off. I haven't necessarily told her I'm doing all this. I'm just doing it. I'm scared and I'm hoping maybe she'll just take a hint. But that's not proper, that's not fair to her, that's not right.