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I'm in love with somebody and want to tell them. I'm not afraid of getting rejected, it's them reciprocating my feelings that scares the hell out of me. I don't want to get hurt again. I don't want them to realize what kind of person I really am and decide it's not enough. I don't want to drag them into my shitty family life. I'm figuring so much out. I feel lost. There's so much work in progress for me right now. I'm not sure I can do it. Every time i've tried before, my throat locks up, my chest seizes, nervous jitters paralyze me, and I can't even pretend to be composed as my body betrays me. But I can't handle this tension and indecision anymore. The lack of closure is the only thing keeping me from making the choices I need to move forward.
