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It sucks, but I know what needs to be done, and in what order I need to do it all in. I'm back to square one: no job, no car, no college. I'm focusing on a job now, sending out applications like buckshot. Soon as I land a new job, it's back to college and helping my mom pay bills. Once school is squared away, it's a new car. I've taken public transport to school and work before, I fucking hated it, but I'll do it again because I have to. I refuse to be a useless fuck-up like my brother who has a degree, no drivers license, and still works at target after ten years.
The road ahead of me is fucking hard, and it's terrifying because there's so much involved that I've never done before. But I've got four years of front-end retail experience and a demand to make something of myself someday. I've got a ton of people to prove wrong, and the most important person to prove wrong about my being a useless fucking failure is myself. I'm the captain of my soul, and by fucking God I am making to the new world, come hell, high water, and everything else that I know life will throw at me.
