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Not really sure where to begin on this one. My life is about to take a drastic turn for the worst.
I don't want to write this but maybe writing it will get it off my chest.
I'm 26. I have a son and a girlfriend, I've been dealing with severe depression for several years now and medication doesn't seem to help. I ended up getting feelings for a coworker and I cheated on my girlfriend. In the moment, I just wanted some temporary relief and to feel better, so I decided to stay with this coworker for a while.
After a few months I felt like I was doing my son wrong and I still had feelings for my then ex girlfriend. So, I told new girlfriend to leave even though I loved her.
Only two days after she left, she tells me she's pregnant. Now I'm torn between two difficult situations in which I have to choose which child I want to see less. I've been thinking about dying a lot lately, but that isn't even an option because I'm just assuring I destroy two childrens' lives if I die.
I don't know what to do. I'm an idiot, and I'm scared.
