>>7926468Sorry OP, I was in a similar situation back in 2019. I degenerated into an unemployed, mentally ill, slob and she broke up with me a few days after I paid my half of the rent and was homeless for a month because I couldn't live under the same roof because she left me for someone else. The point is, rejection and self hate made me realize that there was work I had to do within myself both interior and exterior work. I started seeing a psychiatrist, started medication, started working out(not required) but through all of that, I eventually redeveloped my self worth and eventually solidified the fact that I deserve both respect and love from friends, family, and significant others. OP, it sucks to hear but time will help you heal the best, in the meantime learn to focus on yourself, your goals, and look within to potentially bettering yourself, not for others but for yourself, you deserve to be loved and to love yourself!
