>>7928838You wont know what a virtuous love is until you have given up on your senses and human desires. Lead a life of asceticism and you'll be drowning in good girls. The funny bit is, you won't actually want them anymore.
Until then (if you are so guided), prepare yourself for rollercoasters of emotions like you just went through. It will come again over and over while little pieces of your heart chip away. You'll turn to drugs, money, and more sex to try and get as much of a thrill as the first few months of your old puppy love.
Highs come with lows. Delete the ego. Don't love, be love, that is perfect equanimity with the universe.
Also you're a cuck, shes already hopping on another dick, you can't get equitable pussy if you tried. ngmi
