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I don't reply to boards often usually just a lurker. My life is in shambles, I've been married for 19 years, and met someone else at work. She's super sweet and full of life, like me and my wife used to be when we were younger, she is also in a shit marriage that's falling apart. We both have that going for both of us I guess. I'm trying to finish up school then become a travel nurse and run away with her. I hate myself for allowing my marriage to fall apart, both my wife and myself have had a hand in our marriages demise. When I'm with the other I feel whole again, like something was missing, its chemical, we are not alike but some how complete each other. Our feelings and thoughts are just in sync. We text and talk when not at work together, we sneak to hold hands and touch when no ones around, its like your first crush all over again. The logical side of me marks it up to being in an unhappy marriage and looking for the first exit out, but that's not how it feels inside my heart. I hate myself so badly if I choose wrong I not only ruin my marriage but hers as well. I just have no one to talk about this with and this seemed like the only outlet.
Pic is Akaka falls on the big island from happier times.
