>>7816890>>7816891school or degree is just something people do now a days to fill in the gap to find out what they want to do and waste time, instead of actually being passionate about a subject and following their actual desire to learn. so dont confuse a degree or lack of with intelligence.
enter your mind on what you think is interesting, like truly enter it. rallying, racing, messing around with mechanical subjects, curiosity about electronics, mind expansion on the universe and the science behind it. those are a few of billions of things you can secretly enjoy but never know until you take a breath and realized what happened in the past has happened. but your time is no and to move forward to not forget, but to profit off of it internally.
will it be hard? yes. but will you overcome and find your inner passion? absolutely!