>>6162547Almost exactly how I feel. I just don't like alienating people along the way. Then soon after I don't care about alienating them until I alienate another. My girlfriend is now calling me uncaring and cold and I'm trying to begin genuinely caring about something. I just find it so utterly futile that I cannot help but stop. Even my accomplishments feel lackluster. Sadly food is about the only thing that brings me great joy lmao but i adhere to a diet.
Nice thread OP. I can't tell these things to my loved ones. I did to my brothers once, they now think I don't care about them.
Silly mortals.
