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I wonder if I'll ever be happy, and if it's worth it to keep living. I think about suicide a lot, but it's difficult to follow through. All I ever do it try, but I have nothing to show for it and I'm becoming increasingly confident that I will be unhappy for the remainder of my life. If it wasn't for the instinctual fear of death I would just do it because I don't think there's much reason to keep living. My cowardice ensures my unhappiness in life and prevents me from killing myself. I guess I'll just keep trudging along until I die.
