>>7860672>tired of letting everyone downStop doing that, then.
>20you're barely getting started
clean your room (serious)
THINK
Think about a) why you're at where you're at and b) where do you want to be, what kind of life do you want for yourself and the people you care about.
You may be thinking that nothing you do matters. The cold hard reality of life is that *everything* you do matters.
You can improve your life, if you choose to. It will be difficult. You will make mistakes along the way, everyone does. But bit by bit you will get better.
Have a pape. Chances are no one is trying to kill you like the men in the photo, Germans trying to shoot down the American bombers during ww2. All you have to do is start sorting yourself out.