>>5894737women don't think "on a primal level", they think like you, like me, and like everyone else.
the problem with theredpill nerds is they think themselves apart from the reality that is human nature.
yeah the op needs to learn that whoever this broad is, she probably was not the one, and that at the end of the day you're the only one that can make you happy, but that's not what the message of theredpill is. theredpill consists of bitter as fuck dudes who probably never had father figures in their lives, and who probably fell head over heels for some gash only to have it all come crashing down, so now they think all women are evil or whatever the fuck.
basically, theredpill is for losers and while the op has a lot of learning to do, that isn't the place to go.