>>6858763Go through your backlog of things you've always wanted to do but never have. Like bike through a city at night... Split some firewood... Paint on your wall...
If you're passive with your friend's girl, she might take shit further if she knows how you feel. I fell for my best friend's wife last year after she had been touchy with me for a few weeks. It culminated in sleeping in the same bed before I told her husband what was up. Wish I would've just stood up to her and stayed true to my buddy because now my relationships with both of them are pretty shallow.
Family doesn't need to stay close. The ones you've valued should be aware and understanding. The ones that matter will gladly welcome your company years from now.
Sorry about your love lost. Not sure what happened, but love is worth the effort.
