>>6874809THIS THIS THIS.
Fuck.
I'm also going through some shit op, but the greatest lesson that you won't learn until you've succeeded somehow is that you are your own flame. I've got so many burdens to shoulder right now and halfway through a bottle of whiskey every now and then I find the idea of ending everything so much easier, but then I remember how it would DEVASTATE those close to me.
And how the idea of perseverance in the face of adversity would DESTROY the ones who didn't have the privilege to know my story.
Life is not a movie. It may not have a happy ending and the plot twist could kill you early on, but God dammit all if you don't at least go down without a brutal fucking fight.
So chin up, chest out and mind clear.
You got this.
