>>7373926You sound similar to me. I bet it's going to end up the same.
1. Be born with AIS
2. Your parents don't want you
3. Dad becomes alcoholic and commits suicide when you're 9
4. Your mother loses her mind, starts abusing you, reminding you that you're a freak
5. Get sexually assaulted
6. Hello eating disorder
7. Mother trying to "fix" you not by admitting a problem, but giving you antidepressants without consulting it with doctor which caused maniacal depression and psychosis
8. Get slapped at 14 after waking up in hospital, then locked up in psych ward for a month
9. Teachers noticed scars, both self-harm and beating up. Got emotional breakdown and told them everything, got beaten up even more to don't dare talk about it again
10. Run from home at 16, but police eventually finds you and brings you home
11. Drop out of school due to multiple mental (and psychical) health problems
12. Run from home at 18
13. Meet a nice guy at 19, start dating at 20
14. Looks like you can get your life back together
15. He's complaining because you can't give him enough affection
16. Wants to move in together
17. You know that he'll eventually just get sick and leave, like everyone else because you're a piece of shit that deserves to be treated this way
