You have a very similar taste in papes to mine, and I broke up with my gf of 5 years two months ago so here is my advice:
Take care of yourself, exercise a bit, get a haircut, brush your teeth more.
You are gonna feel like total ass, like nothing makes sense anymore and like nothing is interesting or fun in the world, well, that feeling GOES AWAY eventually.
Download tinder if you feel like it, talk to girls, or dont, getting matches with cute 20 yo girls feels awesome and does wonders for your self-steem, you have nothing to lose and most people on tinder just broke up, so its easy to hook up with some chick and get laid, it'll make you feel better.
Gospeed Anon.
