>>7712078I'm about to experience the same experience as you anon, I'm moving to a huge city in 6 days to start studying for the hardest test in my country.
I don't know if my story will help you, or anything, just wanted to talk a bit
As someone who has lost almost all of my friends during my whole school term all I can say is that there's always another way, you'll never be totally lost if you really hope to change your reality.
When I moved to a new city and started at a new school, I was a complete nerd, who would make ""friendships"" with the worst people and say the worst things just to try getting some attention. When I reached High School I saw I really needed to change and stopped trying to impress everyone, I really didn't care if they would say I'm a fucking loser or anything, I would just follow my dreams. I ended up finding some 3-4 good friends that were really good to me, and things went really well until now. I've decided that I'll take this entire year just to study and follow my plans on becoming an aerospace engineer, so I've decided to abandon almost everything this year.
I don't know if that's the right decision I took, but I know I may find some really nice friends in my new city, so I'm not that frustrated, anyways
About the girl who destroyed your feelings, believe me, she's the real loser there, fuck her off. Me and my friends once met a girl who always said she needed us, that she was very lonely and all, but when we were together she'd always try to undermine us, we just cursed her and kicked her out of the group, she really wasn't worth it.
> I round up to 30 and my friends are having children, getting mortgages, working their dream jobs.It's never too late, and it's never impossible, my father found his "true love" by 30-35 years old, and started working at his dream job at the same age, believe me, he's happy as fuck, and he just got that because he never gave up.
I really hope you get through it, gl
