>>8128771Never treat online "friends" as actual friends unless you know some of them irl as well, I'm not saying online friends cannot be good, but it's one in a million, 'specially nowadays.
You're thinking about these people too much when they clearly do not give a singular fuck about you, way too unhealthy.
I'm afraid it's time for you to move on again, and stop forcing online "friendships", they happen naturally, just chit-chat with randoms in-game if you need the social-hit, but never force anything, if forced you end up with a group that you have right now.
Also if you really need online friends always find solo players, never a group, it simply never works out when a new person joins.
>and as the years go by more of them move on to do things with their life while I'm still here.Comparing yourself to others is lowkey worse than your obsession with pixels which you consider friends. Just enjoy your life as is, stop comparing yourself to others, and just focus on the shit that you enjoy, not everything has to be a 'fight' against other people.
