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Sometimes i get really anxious and start to feel panic about the absolute state of my life and the debt and the loneliness but then i remember i own a gun i can blow my brains out any time i feel like it all of this is transitory i only suffer by choice
This calms me down and makes me feel at peace. i don't know why people say suicidal ideation is universally bad. It legitimately helps my mental health. As long as I don't actually do it and just use it as an opioid when life feels too overwhelming, it's beneficial. I guess like all things, anything which can be mishandled by dumb niggers needs to be demonized. Same with gambling being considered bad only because so many people are irresponsible about it.