>>9585453yes it sucks, but listen my man, don't lose yourself to the abyss. Strive for excellence, do good deeds, become the best person you can. Yes she's gone, but you can turn that drive into a positive, don't let yourself succumb to the "fuck it" mindset, that's a dark hole that is hard to get out of. Let your mind breathe, step into the world each day with the mindset of greatness.
I feel for you brother, but it's not the end, life goes on either way, your best option is to march forward, good things will happen eventually, you won't forget, but it will get easier.
You're going to be okay