>>15193548>I... Well. I have an unrestrained desire to look at disturbing shit, even if it's very hard to look at, or grotesque. So don't be like me, please.Lol, I mean, too late. I am like that too. But only if it's within the internet. In real life, I can't even kill a bug because I'm scared of the blood and stuff. It's alright though, don't feel bad about that, it's just who you are, and you're not hurting anybody if you're keeping it to yourself and all.
>>15193588>I always feel a bit sad thinking on how I'm wasting my timeI feel that way too, sometimes. I've wasted a looooot of time on very dumb stuff. But, well, you have to think, if you hadn't spent that time as you did, you wouldn't be where you are and the person you are now, and if you like being exactly yourself, that's very important. You've probably made memories you like, while "wasting" time. So it's not really wasted, I don't think. But yeah, I also can't help but think how things could've turned out had I just spent half of the time I've on something at least a bit more productive. But I'm happy with it at the moment, so, it's okay.
>or how maybe I won't be able to do a lot of things I'd love to do while I'm still alive.I think if you keep worrying about that, then you'll never be able to. Just do what you feel like doing at the moment, don't overthink it, and it'll be alright. Getting too ambitious might also be inevitable disappointment, but, you should still go for anything you think that you could do, and wanna.
>Makes me feel a bit better about the future.Yeah, the future is pretty scary. I don't think I've anything helpful to say on it, since, I don't deal with thoughts about it that well, myself. But the ideal would probably be not thinking about it too much.
>Oh, yes! I speak English out loud, even if my accent sounds a bit weird.Right, my tongue still twists or whatever saying some words, but I get the hang of it after a bit of trying. Part whatever.