>>14761438>I'll just clarify something - I do spend plenty of time outside. I do at least some kind of exercise daily and enjoy biking outside in sunny days.I am addicted to gym myself, I couldn't live without physical exercise.
>I usually talk to strangers when i'm outside and it's a lot of fun, but I rarely find myself being able to talk about anything deeper than small talk.I might be projecting myself too much upon you but you are literally me lmao
I have easier time talking with strangers than semi-friends. I can small talk and all, but I often find it troublesome to develop relationships. I only have few friends from elementary and middle school that I keep in contact, which are mostly friends of my best friend. He's the only person my brain let's to truly "be myself" nearby, except that year by year, the gap of things I cannot talk with him widens. I get more sucked into things I can only deal with online, because he simply wouldn't really understand it or doesn't expect me of it. He doesn't browse 4chan, he doesn't have a folder of anime girl pictures to post, he doesn't talk about little philosophy and he finds my choice of YouTube videos to be somewhat boring, while my online friends love them.
My irl friends always joke that I prefer to be with randoms online rather than play with them and it's kinda true.
They also often joke that the moment I know somebody's name, I ghost them because he's no longer an internet random person for me lmao.
